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Wednesday, March 16, 2016

MEETING DONALD TRUMP


MEETING DONALD TRUMP
an INSIDERS REPORT

By now some of you have seen a video of the prayer session with Donald Trump. As a rule I don’t like publicizing my meetings with leaders and don’t share details that could in any way embarrass them or empower their enemies. Billy Graham made that mistake as a young Evangelist after meeting with President Truman. He spoke with reporters on the White House lawn after his first meeting…and was never invited back again.
I admire Trump for being willing to host the encounter and for not being ashamed of prayer, the Bible or his affiliation with Christians (and he also had great sandwiches.)
Our meeting was in the boardroom on the 26th floor. Trump Towers is quite a grand facility. A journalist from Rolling Stone described it as an impressive architectural marvel whose entrance looks like a combination Cathedral and Las Vegas Casino. Couldn’t describe it better myself.
DONALDS “PC” GIFT TO AMERICA
Whether he wins the Republican nomination or not one thing is sure, "Trump is Heavens Miley Cyrus wrecking ball to the spirit of Political Correctness." (You can quote me on that one.)
He has single handedly shaken up the establishment media and political elite - the people sitting at the gates of influence who thought they had the undisputed power to prop one up or take down another. Much to their collective horror he has proven to be impervious to their bullets. Even more so, with each blow his base solidifies. Trump, like no other personality in 20 years has shaken the establishment up and exposed them for the elitists' they are. Their condescension and indifference to the fears and frustrations of the plebian masses so far removed from their enlightened L.A. or D.C. or N.Y. perch is no longer unchallenged. The common folk, the hobbits in the Shire, who work hard and pay taxes and voted in two sweeping elections will no longer be ignored.
This is one form of anticipated “shaking” in America that we should celebrate regardless of who your favorite candidate is.
MY FIRST IMPRESSION
Regarding Trump, you don’t notice it on TV but he is a big guy, and I don’t just mean in terms of personality. He is physically tall – at 6ft 3 inches. Add heals and hair and its more like 6 ft.4.
His personal style is less bombastic than his platform and interviewing style. He was gracious, non confrontational and surprisingly open to "give and take." For instance, here is one exchange that could have been tense. A Messianic Rabbi sitting near me said, “Your comments don’t always represent you in the best light. People want to know you have a Presidential temperament. They want to know that you are a person they can trust with a finger on a nuclear button.” Trump perched his lips in characteristic fashion, nodded thoughtfully and said, “I hear you.”
The conversation turned to some of the more heated moments if the campaign. Trump explained, “You know, people aren’t aware of what is coming at me...what I am responding to. Rush Limbaugh calls it “incoming.” Like the storm that broke out when I took a stand on immigration. It can get pretty vicious. You don’t always know the back-story. And so many of these guys are nice and then suddenly they are on the attack, probably because of polling numbers. I can say this…I never punch indiscriminately. I’m a counter puncher. If you get hit and do nothing it sends the wrong message… but I fully hear what you are saying. I know where you’re coming from.”
Several of us exchanged glances and nodded. This was the best answer possible. There was no denial and no need to drill deeper on the subject. Equally, there were no flippant or disingenuous comments to appease the group.
One African American Bishop, Darrell Scott, spoke up, “I wouldn’t change a thing. Be you and keep being consistent. That’s what people like about you. You’re not playing politics.” Trump looked around the boardroom table and laughed. “So you’re saying, ‘don’t change?’ That’s interesting.” “Right! People would see you not being who you are and that will look fake.” I see this as a new breed of outspoken courageous leadership being raised up.
A DIFFERENT SORT OF CHRISTIAN EXPERIENCE
Around this time I got the feeling that Trump was meeting a different sort of Evangelical group than the one he met so far on the campaign trail, say, in Iowa. And he was enjoying the new sampling of Evangelicals he was getting exposed to.
You get the impression that he takes in information quickly and objectively but filters it equally fast to distinguish one idea from another. It’s an executive skill I’ve noticed in Super Achievers in whatever field I meet them. They are avid learners but have a built in filter that winnows out solid ideas from the superficial. He is an equally quick judge of people. As people spoke he was reading them and weighing their power in the group.
In one poignant moment the room erupted in applause. Here is what happened. A discussion commenced about the African American community of churches. Bishop Clarence McClendon shared something that moved Trump. “In my church we don’t preach a message based on grievances and handouts. We believe the Gospel of Jesus Christ proclaims a Kingdom that has the ultimate power to lift any individual right out of the most impoverished circumstances. Gods Word can empower anyone with the wisdom and ability to rise above any obstacle and make it!”
Trump said, “Wow!” as the room erupted in spontaneous “amen’s” and applause.
IS DONALD A “SHOOT FROM THE HIP” SHALLOW THINKER?
While he is someone who ultimately forms his own opinions he does not do so in a vacuum. He likes hearing from expert sources that feed him first hand information. He told us that he developed his ideas about the issue of immigration by talking to front line security experts. He has little interest in pencil pushing consultants. In his youth he travelled with his father to the actual building sites and later worked with construction people directly. He has more confidence in experienced real world practitioners than Ivy League theorists. This is a classic businessman’s approach to gauging reality.
COMMENTS ABOUT SYRIAN REFUGEES...
This week you’ve no doubt heard his unpopular statements about returning Syrian refugees? WHAT YOU DON’T KNOW is that He was personally debriefed by a high level Syrian security screener. In this mans experience President Obama made it almost impossible for Syrian Christians to escape Syria but put Muslim immigrants on a fast track. That may be changing recently. If you find that information disturbing you don’t know the half of the behind the scene stories on how this President has been unsympathetic to the persecutions of Christians yet favorable to the interests of Islam. Trump is concerned, however, saying: "It makes you wonder about who exactly has been getting into the United States over the past several years?" In 1960, there were about 200,000 Muslims in the U.S., according to a study in the International Journal of Environmental Science and Development. Today, the U.S. census estimates that there are more than 6 million Muslims here. Christians fleeing ISIS were not an Obama priority. Trump suspects that militants and extremists are numbered among them…along with some of the front men for setting up gang operated drug distribution for Mexican and South American Cartels. Again, this isn’t paranoid posturing by a man removed from the facts – it is the feedback from front line law enforcement given to him in private. He is an information hound.
THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH
One of the Pastors spoke: “I came here with an open mind. To my way of thinking there are three branches of government: Legislative, Executive and Judicial. You are clearly gifted for the Executive Branch. That’s what you do.” Trump responded, “Thank you for that. You know, in Real Estate, everybody likes renderings of buildings, you know what they are?” Trump asks and explained, “They are the elaborate sketches of the building. I’m not big on renderings, I like to see a photo of the finished project.” Trump if nothing else, is a decision maker with a built in bias toward action.
“We can cut so much waste in Government. So many duplicated agencies at the State and Federal level. It’s ridiculous.” I could see Trump the CEO speaking. I remember once hearing him slip – “I can make this Company great again…I mean Country.” It was a curious Freudian moment. He continued, “We can recapture so much income. This is what I’m good at. The U.S. trade deficit with China in is $400 billion, Japan, $70 billion, Mexico $50 billion. It’s ridiculous.”
I’m more attuned to the economics and business crisis that is looming, so this line of thought interested me. Here is the real “Harbinger” Jonathan Cahn is talking about. This is the ticking time bomb as dangerous as Iran with a nuclear missile. We have an economy going over a cliff and drunken Liberals scheming like Socialists behind the wheel. I wanted to weigh in but this was not the area most of the ministries were focused on so I waited.
A PROPHETIC BUSINESSMAN
I think great entrepreneurs tend to be Prophetic. Think of Steve Jobs. This will surprise some, but Trump is more Prophetic than most people realize. Repeatedly he said, “Leadership is all about seeing the future and not listening to the short sighted thinker. This is the kind of leadership we need to turn this country around – and fast.” Over and over again he has said and written – “Leadership is about seeing the future.” He is Churchillian in this regard. He see’s the threat nobody else has courage to talk about…till it’s too late. He see’s it with radical Islam, he see’s it with the soaring 18 trillion dollar debt and he see’s it in America’s tinderbox of the inner city. “There are more Fergusson’s and Baltimore’s out there,” he warned us.
WOMEN IN THE TRUMP ORGANIZATION
I dug around a bit and asked one of his top advisors some questions about Trumps business and some facts about female employees. To my surprise I was told that Trump has currently 43-46% of his key positions occupied by women, (higher than the national average) and they are paid significantly higher than the national average for women in those roles!
HE BRAGS ABOUT HIS COMPANY - WHAT ABOUT HIS COMPANY CULTURE?
This was an astounding discovery. Of his 800 employees (I assume this applies to the Trump Towers and Trump enterprises located in NYC) the retention and turn over rate beats all national averages. I was told, “These people don’t view Mr. Trump as a scary CEO or remote personality. They have a distinctive loyalty to the man.” Struggling to find the word, my high level source told me, “they are more like a…” I said “family?” He said, “yeah.” Trump is like a Patriarch not an Ivy tower executive figure.” Again, I was surprised.
I’ve been asked: “IS DONALD TRUMP A PLANT FROM THE DEMOCRATS TO DIVIDE THE PARTY OR GET CLINTON ELECTED?”
Whatever he does he does to win. WINNING is part of his core value system. Trump is like George Patton. He hates losing. He thinks it’s un-American. As long as he’s fighting on the American side you can bet he’s fighting to win the war and distinguish himself as a great General. Anyone suspecting otherwise does not know Donald. The last thing he will ever do is to pour his assets, time and energy into running a race with the outcome of losing it. Getting Clinton elected is not only the furthest thing from his mind, it is a formula he thinks likely to fiscally ruin America. Trump will never do anything, including a third party; if there is any likelihood it will diminish the Trump brand.
This update is long enough...in the next post I will share:
1. "Thoughts on TRUMP and BEN CARSON?"
2. "IS TRUMP A CHRISTIAN?"
3. "WHAT IS GOD'S PROPHETIC PURPOSE FOR DONALD TRUMP?"
Is what I am writing making sense?
Helping you get a feel for the meeting, the man and the Nation?
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Friday, June 7, 2013

The Master Plan for Planet Earth Revealed!

The Master Plan for Planet Earth Revealed!
        Mother/Father God's Astonishing Message!



Dear Ones, Life is moving at a breath-taking pace for many of you.  Even when things are positive, it can be disconcerting to be moving at lightning speed through your days.  The feeling you are having is real.  Time has truly speeded up.  It is so, because when you approach a portal, all is compacted on both the entry and exit sides of the portal.  You are approaching the portal to a Higher Dimensional Existence.  It has been constructed, and is being guarded by your extra-terrestrial Brothers and Sisters, in cooperation with your Earth Masters, in preparation for the transition you will all be making, when you accomplish the Ascension of all humankind.

Kathryn has asked us a question, about the plan for how the Ascension will be handled, and what options there will be for those who are not ready, or willing, to make the transition, when the rest of you are ready.  You, Earth Children, are in charge of the way this will be handled, not Us.  We do give our approval to your plans, when we see you have thoroughly thought them through, and have the intention to create a Light-increasing plan, which is in the Greater Good.  It has been decided recently, in your Council meetings, that the Ascension process will go forward as originally foreseen - all together.

Let us describe what this means, in practical terms.  We do not wish to prevent anyone from ascending, when they are ready, but it is a difficult and demanding course of personal development, to reach the place where you are completely in command of your thoughts, feelings, and actions, with Love and Light as the energy you breathe.  This is the High Level of Vibration, which has been reached by the Ascended Masters, before they made the transition to Higher Dimensional States in body form.  It was decided in your Planning Councils, that you would prefer to ask for help from your Star Brothers and Sisters, to allow greater numbers to ascend, without the excessively rigorous training, your predecessors have experienced.

We have agreed to this proposal.  It will allow greater numbers of you, who have lived many lives, in the very difficult atmosphere of Planet Earth, to ascend on the basis of the level of difficulty, you have experienced here, even though you may not have quite reached the level of Elevated Consciousness of your teachers.  We now have the additional technology of the very sophisticated Light Chambers, which can help you with raising your Vibrational Levels.  We believe that those who have prepared themselves, by learning to maintain a High Level of Love/Light, in your daily lives, will be able to adapt to the rising energies of the Chambers, and that you will be able to maintain that level, once you have completed the training, we have planned for you, in preparation for the Light Chamber treatments.

For those of you who are conscious and aware of your former lives as Advanced Souls, the transition will be comfortable and pleasant.  You will be “processed” through in the first wave, and will be able to return to help with the next phase of people who are ready, and they will do the same with those who come after them.  So, you see, accomplishing this process together does not mean that you will all ascend on the same day.  It does mean that it will be clear to everyone on the Planet that this is the project they are all taking part in.  There will be intensive Educational and Personal development training for everyone, as much as is needed, until every last Soul has achieved the necessary vibrational level to accomplish their goal.

It will be a Global effort, jointly carried out by the millions of Galactic cousins, in cooperation with your own Ascended Masters, many of whom have been working among you in the recent last push, toward the glorious goal of Ascension of Planet Earth.  It will be possible for all to concentrate on the Global effort, because you will have already experienced the Equalizing Effect, of the Economic Shift, which will eliminate all reason to cheat, steal, or use wealth as power.  Because money will no longer be important (because of the abundance), people who previously worked 50 or 60 hours a week, will be free to work on their own Learning Process, and to join in Community Projects to help their neighbors.

Good Will, and Mutual Sharing, will be the Order of the Day, when the only needs that are important, are met by simply cooperating with one another, in the Spirit of Love.  Since there will be no competition for resources, because you will have Unlimited Power, clean water and air, the only real needs will be for food, and you will receive plenty of help, creating a New Agricultural System, which will provide healthy abundance, in an Ecologically sustainable way.  The fun will include the Cultural Banquet of Arts, Theatre, Dance, Music and Literature, which will no longer struggle for funding, but will be lavished with Support and Appreciation, by the deprived population.

It is a Wonderful Plan, and a Heroic Life-affirming and Hope-filled effort, to create what We have dreamed, in our fondest dreams.  It is a Brilliant Plan too, in that it uses the Power of the Group, to build excitement, enthusiasm and shared successes.  It will create waves of excitement and celebration, as each wave of Ascending Students, makes their Glorious Transition, by renewing their Bodies, and elevating their Hearts, and then returning to the group, like Celebrity Achievers, who inspire those who follow closely on their heels.  Family members will welcome their “Graduated” Loved Ones, in awe and genuine respect, when they experience the Radiant Ones, on their Triumphant Return, who come back to help their own, in the Spirit of Unconditional Love and Light.

You are well aware of the effect your Educators call “Peer Pressure.”  This plan uses all the positive, but none of the negative influences of the group, to build Positive Participation and Joyful Cooperation.  It carries with it all the Glamour, Excitement and Crowd Appeal of the Olympics, where everyone wins a Gold Medal, in a 'Round-Robin of ongoing Training', until everyone becomes a winner.  It is as if all the World is cheering their own team, and everyone belongs to the Hometown Team.

Giving a friend a 'Leg-Up', will be as natural as breathing, when there is no attraction to Crime or Dominance over others, because there is nothing to win, by doing so, and no need for fear or suspicion of others.  Cooperation and Loving Service to others, is Celebrated and Rewarded, by advancing in your Soul Development, which will be, for the first time, a process in Full View, of those “on the ground.”  Reaping your “Heavenly Reward” will no longer be a mysterious and far-off invisible process, which takes place beyond your view or knowledge.  It will be Publicly Celebrated, as it is in the Higher Dimensions.
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Earth is now preparing, for entry into the most Watched and Admired Event in the History of the Universe.  It is an experiment in achieving the most desirable state imaginable for the largest number of people - a truly wondrous undertaking, and one which you will now see, was well worth the careful planning and timing. 

Do you understand now, why it was so important to round up, and remove the Dark Ones, who would be incapable of taking part in the coming effort, because they are unable or unwilling to contribute to any Positive, Light-filled event?  Do you see why, it has been so important for Lightworkers to clear away all the old resentments and shadows, in preparation for this coming Glorious work?  You will all want to be in the first wave of Ascension, so that you can return “with bells on”, to be the inspiration for your Fellow Humans.  Are you as excited and thrilled as We are, by the prospect of seeing your Friends and Lovers, in the visibly glowing form of Radiant Ascended Masters?

Now, before you try to imagine what might go wrong with this Plan, remember that the most brilliant Hearts and Minds in the Universe, have worked Thousands of Years, to anticipate every possible obstacle, and have found a Plan to conquer it.  They are so sure of the Success of the Program, that they are already celebrating. 

We hope that you now have a better sense of the wondrous possibilities to come, for all of you.  We cannot possibly capture in words, the exhilaration and excitement which fills the Ships and the Soaring Hearts of your Galactic friends.  You will be overwhelmed with Joy when you discover how Brilliant and Loving they are, and how much they care for you.

We Love you with all our hearts,
Your Mother/Father God

Via Kathryn May, June 6, 2013, 11 PM

www.whoneedslight.org
Kathryn E. May, PsyD
60 Lower 27 Knolls Road
High Falls, New York, NY 12440
(914) 466-4250








Saturday, September 27, 2014

White feathers that convince Gloria Hunniford guardian angels DO exist

White feathers that convince Gloria Hunniford guardian angels DO exist ...and make her certain that her darling daughter Caron Keating is watching over her


Racing out of my front door one morning last week, I was acutely aware that I was running late for my lunch meeting, and felt a wave of panic. I absolutely hate the thought of keeping people waiting — it sends the old stress levels soaring.
I fumbled with my keys in the lock then half-ran from the house, feeling flustered and rushed — certainly not a desirable state for driving.
But as I looked down the drive, there on the ground beside my car lay a single white feather. As I bent to pick it up, I knew instantly what it was: a reminder from my late daughter, Caron Keating, to drive safely.
‘Hi Caron,’ I smiled, as I tucked it into my blouse, close to my heart. 
Gloria Hunniford's daughter, Caron Keating, died in 2004 after a long battle with breast cancer
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Gloria Hunniford's daughter, Caron Keating, died in 2004 after a long battle with breast cancer
For when she was alive, Caron — loved by millions for her TV and radio presenting roles — told me that an isolated white feather was an angel’s calling card. And since her death, I am certain that she uses them to send messages to me.
We were so close in life, and I am in no doubt that our bond has increased since her death.
I am convinced that Caron — who died of breast cancer ten years ago, at the tragically young age of 41 — has been my guardian angel. People may think I am deluded, but I know she is there for me, protecting and comforting me whenever I need her most.
Like many people, I was once sceptical about the existence of angels.
But, as time has passed, I have become completely convinced Caron is an angel whose primary task is to watch out for me. How else to explain some of the extraordinary things that have happened since her death?


These events started in August 2004, just four months after Caron died. My husband Stephen Way, now 74, and I were driving to the family villa we had just bought in the South of France.
It was our first visit and the car, a Toyota Celica, was loaded to the gunwales with everything from saucepans to suitcases.
The traffic was so bad that we decided to leave the motorway and make our way through the back roads of Northern France. 
As I took my turn at driving, it was an incredibly hot day, the air conditioning wasn’t working and I can only assume I was distracted for a second. The next thing I knew I had careered across the road, and smashed through a pedestrian crossing sign.
I opened my eyes to see our car embedded in a huge concrete flower pot and Stephen hurled against the windscreen, with blood pouring from his head. Overwhelmed by shock and disbelief, I thought I had killed him.
Gloria believes that Caron is her guardian angel, and that white feathers fall at moments when she is particularly looking over her
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Gloria believes that Caron is her guardian angel, and that white feathers fall at moments when she is particularly looking over her
Suddenly police cars, ambulances and fire engines were arriving and we were being dragged from the car. I was in such shock that every bit of schoolgirl French deserted me.
Yet no one in the assembled crowd seemed to speak English, except one young woman — an exquisitely slim girl in jeans with the most glorious tumbling blonde hair.
As the ambulance driver led us away, she took my hand and asked in perfect English: ‘Would you like me to look after your things?’
Her offer came at a time when I felt quite confused and I was so concerned for Stephen I said, ‘Yes please’, and gave it no more thought.
Late that evening we were released from hospital; Stephen had suffered a cut to the head and, mercifully, was OK. After a fitful night’s sleep in a hotel in the square of the little town — whose name I never got to know — we went to a café.
As we sipped coffee, the girl from the crash scene once more appeared at our side. Gently, she asked in perfect English how we were feeling, then asked: ‘Would you like me to take you to where your car is?’
We were in such a state of shock, we didn’t stop to wonder how she knew where our car was, we were just so grateful. We assumed it had been moved by the police but wouldn’t have had a clue where to start looking.
We got into her smart little car and exchanged pleasantries as she drove us some 4 km to the middle of the countryside. ‘Here you are,’ she said, as she pulled up in front of a garage and gestured for us to get out.
We barely had time to thank her and say goodbye before she sped off.
Sure enough, there was our car in the garage — with every scrap of our precious belongings still inside.
The car was a write-off. It was caved in at the front and the engine was totally stoved in. Looking at it, I shuddered — realising how fortunate we’d been to escape virtually unscathed.
The AA arranged a hire car for us and, as we loaded our belongings into it, we thanked the heavens that we were safe and said goodbye to our Celica. 
As I felt calmer, I also felt terrible for not thanking the girl who had done so much for us. I bought a bunch of flowers for her.
Later that same day, after a final check-up at the hospital when Stephen was given the all-clear, we went back to the café where, I assumed, she was a waitress.
But she wasn’t there and — to our amazement — the owner had no idea who I was talking about when I described her. With a mixture of schoolgirl French and pointing to my own blonde hair, I explained: ‘I’m looking for the beautiful girl with long blonde hair who speaks English.’
Caron, who died at the age of 41, was best-known for her role as a presenter on Blue Peter
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Caron, who died at the age of 41, was best-known for her role as a presenter on Blue Peter
‘Non,’ he shrugged. ‘Je ne sais pas.’ (I don’t know). It was the same at the garage. The owner didn’t know her either. I even asked more people at the cafe. They were eager to help but they all shook their heads and said: ‘Non.’
This was a tiny French town. We couldn’t understand it. Where had she come from — and where had she gone? Perhaps, if we had been there for a few days longer we would have solved the puzzle.
As the weeks passed and I mulled over how incredibly lucky we were, not just to survive the crash but to find someone to take care of our possessions, I began to wonder — was a guardian angel looking out for us?
It seemed extraordinary, but what other explanation could there be for this woman arriving twice in 24 hours to save us and then disappearing into thin air?
Even now when I talk about it, I get goosepimples.
And then the feathers started appearing — just when I most needed comfort, and leaving me in no doubt that Caron was indeed watching over me.
The first time was in January 2005, nine months after her death. We were on our way to Disneyland Paris with her sons Charlie, ten, and Gabriel, seven. It was meant to be a birthday treat for Gabriel, but trudging along the rain-soaked platform at Folkestone, Kent, hand-in-hand with the boys, I felt consumed with memories. It wasn’t just the lashing rain that dampened my mood.
Every fibre ached with pain and despair as I thought of Caron; she should have been here — skipping down the platform with her beloved boys, eyes sparkling, long blonde hair whipped up by the wind.
For the boys’ sake, I was trying desperately to put on a brave face. But inside I was breaking apart.
Then suddenly I looked down and there on my shoe was a single, snow-white feather. It had quite literally dropped from the sky. There was no rational explanation.
Caron’s words from long before she died came flooding back to me: ‘Remember Mum. If an isolated white feather appears out of nowhere, it’s a sign that your guardian angel is watching over you.’
She had become seriously interested in angels when she was co-presenting ITV’s This Morning and interviewed experts on the subject.
She even made a documentary about them, so it was something we had spoken about many times, long before her illness.
Yet although there’s a growing interest and belief in angels, I know many people will brush aside the whole idea. I have to confess that I was once very sceptical too.
Beautiful bride: Caron (right) married Russ Lindsay (centre), both pictured with Gloria, in 1991
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Beautiful bride: Caron (right) married Russ Lindsay (centre), both pictured with Gloria, in 1991
When Caron first talked about angels, I didn’t take her seriously at all. I used to tease her when she talked solemnly about asking the parking angel to find her a parking spot. It always seemed to work for her. ‘See Mum,’ she would giggle.
But, even though I sometimes found myself doing the same, I still didn’t take it seriously. And I was dubious when she first told me that angels used feathers as their calling cards.
But there was absolutely no mistaking the message that day. The rain was lashing, and there wasn’t a bird in sight.
Yet, as this single fluffy feather landed, it was perfectly dry.
Where else could the feather have come from?
I didn’t tell the boys — they were too excited about the trip — but Caron’s watchful presence helped me. Suddenly I didn’t feel quite so bereft. Although Caron was gone, I felt her comforting presence and knew without a shadow of a doubt that her spirit lived on — I can even see that spirit in her boys.
The next time I remember it happening was the summer of the same year. The boys and their father, Russ Lindsay, were spending the holiday with us at our home in Sevenoaks, Kent.
It was a baking hot day and they were splashing about in our little indoor swimming pool.
I would never have believed two boys could have so much fun or make so much mess. There was water everywhere and I was soaked to the skin.
Then just as I was thinking how much Caron would have loved to have shared the fun, that very moment, out of nowhere, a huge, plume-like bone dry feather drifted through the air and landed near the pool.
As I bent to catch it, I felt instantly it was Caron again.
She was telling us she was watching and was happy that her boys were having such a good time. And knowing that gave me so much comfort. I may not be able to see her, but at least I could sense her.
Since then I have lost count of the number of times I have found her calling card.
Birthdays and anniversaries rarely pass without the arrival of a white feather. And no, there are never any birds nearby when they land.
They also always float down to a place where you just wouldn’t expect to see one, like on your shoe or the doorstep.
Whenever I see one of Caron’s feathers, I pop it in my blouse pocket — close to my heart — until I get home. Then I take it out and keep it safe.
I’ve put all the feathers — and there are hundreds — in jars around my house.
Gloria says the 'terrible grief' of losing her daughter never goes away, but believes they will be reunited in death
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Gloria says the 'terrible grief' of losing her daughter never goes away, but believes they will be reunited in death
I feel Caron at my side during my darkest moments, too.
Two years ago, in April 2012, Stephen was rushed to Tunbridge Wells hospital after suffering a minor heart attack. I was in pieces. I was terrified that I was going to lose him. I spent all day at the hospital with Stephen, where he was in intensive care. When I finally got home alone that night, I was trembling with shock and fear as I tried to get my door key into the lock.
I looked down and there — on the mat under a deep porch — was a single white feather.
I knew then it was going to be all right; and Stephen was allowed home a few days later.
I am in no doubt that Caron keeps an eye out for her boys, too: Charlie, who’s now 20 and studying at Bournemouth University, and Gabriel, 17, who is studying for his A-levels.
They have grown up knowing my belief that their mother is looking over us all.
At home above their beds, they still have the little wooden plaques that Caron had made for them, with the inscription: ‘May angels watch over you while you sleep.’
They are young. Their lives are full and happy. But I have no doubt that — whenever they need her comforting presence — a feather will appear.
Caron’s brothers, my sons — Paul, 49, and Michael, 43 — have received her ‘calling cards’, too, on special occasions such as their birthdays.
Only a few weeks ago, Michael and I were driving to St Peter’s Church, Hever, to put fresh flowers on her grave when a perfect snow-white feather landed on the windscreen.
‘There you go Mum, it’s another of Caron’s feathers,’ Michael smiled.
The terrible grief of losing Caron never goes away. I am a Christian and fervently believe in an afterlife when we will be reunited.
But I still miss her desperately and think of her hundreds of times every single day. She was the one woman in the world I enjoyed talking to the most. I’ll see a dress that she would have loved, or hear a joke she would have enjoyed, and feel a knot in my stomach.
Now I have her feathers to remind me that my daughter may not be visible but she is with me, wherever I go.
I am convinced she is always close to me, her pockets filled with feathers to drop at my feet when I need her comforting presence most.
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